Open Your Eyes

Abi March 15th, 2010

Time is 1:08 am. Tonight, Mr.Insomnia decides to pay me a visit.

I thought I’d take this opportunity to congratulate all friends who have ended their bachelorhood and finally got married! Congratulations to Fariha & husband, Nazrah & husband, and Aziz & wife. As would the Prophet (sallalaahu a’laihi wa sallam) have said:

بارك الله لكما وبارك عليكما وجمع بينكما في خير

“May Allah bless you and bestow His blessings upon both of you and may Allah enjoin you both in goodness.”

Today I was touched by one Facebook video posting. It was about an Australian Muslim brother, Abu Bakr (Ruben), who was previously an atheist. In that video, he explained how one sign made the ultimate push for him to embrace Islam … subhaanallah. The video was composed with a song, Open Your Eyes, by Maher Zain. Credits go to deynarashid or whoever composed such a splendid clip. 

Doa Dianugerahkan Kesembuhan dari Penyakit

Doa Mohon Kesembuhan daripada Penyakit

“Ya Allah, anugerahkanlah ke atas kami, wahai Tuhan kami, penawar daripada penawarMu, dan kesembuhan daripada kesembuhanMu, juga keberkatan daripada keberkatanMu, juga rahmat daripada rahmatMu terhadap penderitaan yang dideritai orang yang sakit, juga mereka yang lemah, dan sembuhkanlah, sembuhkanlah, sembuhkanlah dengan rahmatMu, Ya Allah wahai Yang Paling Mengasihani daripada segala yang mengasihani.”

Nota: Terdapat kesilapan kecil dalam terjemahan yang terkandung dalam fail imej di atas.

Takutnya Seorang Khalil

Abi February 9th, 2010

Diriwayatkan pada suatu ketika, Nabi Ibrahim (‘alaihis salaam) berada dalam keadaan sangat takut hinggakan degupan jantung baginda dapat didengari sejauh satu mil. Hal ini berlaku apabila baginda teringat kesalahannya.

Maka turunlah Jibril lalu berkata, “Allah menyampaikan salam kepadamu dan berfirman: Adakah kamu melihat khalil (kekasih) itu takut kepada KHALILnya?”

Nabi Ibrahim (‘alaihis salaam) seraya menjawab: “Wahai Jibril, apabila aku mengingati kesalahanku nescaya aku lupa akan ketemananku.”

Itu adalah Nabi Ibrahim (‘alaihis salaam) sendiri yang telah diangkat martabatnya sebagai kekasih (khalil) Allah. Apakah kita pun takut seperti baginda?

I decided to pursue my Master’s a long while ago and it was only last year that I managed to enroll into one. I know some of us are aiming for the same but work commitments do not seem to permit such undertaking. Seriously, it’s easier said than done.

When probed with questions about part-time studies, my advice to working friends were not always straight forward. After all, each individual has his/her own capacity and is faced with different circumstances. Depending on how highly motivated you are (which I think will always fluctuate), you may or may not consider to go for Master’s.

“Go for it!”
That one was always meant for people who were physically and mentally prepared. Being single was a plus.

“Are you serious?”
Yet no matter how prepared you are, I always seem to poke this one in as well – to others and especially myself.

I have both family and work commitments which endlessly erupts for attention. Regardless, it has always been a ‘family first’ approach (I don’t remember how many work leaves I have already taken thus far). The nature of the two calls for skills in the art of time management. Sadly, I’m still a beginner :P Although my work is related to my Master’s thesis, this fact does not seem to help in lighting the ‘load’. Work is work and it has not always been about my thesis.

So, what work around would best undermine this dilemma? Being a full-time student would always be the most recommended option. No doubt about that, but being a full-timer and an employee at the same time is chaos! I can recall how painful it was to survive in one course which I took with a group of four teammates. Amongst us, only one was a full-time student while the rest were fully employed. When it came to group assignments, we made a compromise that they were to be completed by two individuals alternately. Why two? Two were living near the university and the other two were working at the same place.

Anyway, we thrived successfully but at a cost which I won’t forget for life! There were two occasions where I had to beg from the lecturer if he could postpone our presentation to another date. He kindly accepted the first time but heaved a big sigh the second time – which was enough as a sign that all confidence in me has begun to vapourize. Oh, the shame of it! Even then, he gave us good mark for an assignment well done and it was the best amongst others – masya-Allah.

What is one’s understanding of an audit course? Apparently, there were misconceptions about it and I took to believe that audit courses were only about attending a certain percentage of the lectures. At least, that was what I thought.

“Then you don’t deserve to be in my class,” one lecturer told me as I explained what is expected of me as an auditer in her class.

“You’re also expected to submit assignments,” she added. I was blown away. Then why, of all this time, did they call it an audit course?!

There is inconsistency in the faculty’s mandate that students doing Master’s by research should complete two audit courses in the first semester. Somehow such directive does not seem to be manifested in my case. I am already delayed by three semesters! I have sent letters to the dean and head of department and I’m not so sure where things will wind up. Just imagine if this was to happen to someone outside the university – we don’t want any bad-mouthing going on, do we?

To sum it all up, I would advise one to consider all these factors. If you’re working then it’s advisable for you to do part-time but don’t think it is easy-peasy lemon-squeezy :)

Kasih Ibu

Abi February 4th, 2010

Kalian pasti pernah mendengar riwayat seorang anak bernama Alqamah dan ibunya ketika zaman Rasulullah ﷺ. Gara-gara melebihkan isterinya hingga menyebabkan ibunya terasa hati, Alqamah menderita di kala sakaratul-maut. Alqamah bukanlah seorang yang dusta bahkan beliau seorang yang cukup warak dan alim di kalangan sahabat Nabi ﷺ.

Asyhadu an laa ilaaha illa-Allah, wa asyhadu anna Muhammad-ar-rasulullah … lafaz yang kerap kita ucapkan bukan hanya sekali sehari bahkan sekurang-kurangnya lima kali dalam sehari. Apa susahnya nak diucap? Si kecil pun boleh melakukannya. Namun lafaz itulah yang paling berat bagi lidah Alqamah. Entah mana datangnya kelu, entah mana datangnya belitan itu. Hanya kerana ibunya tercuit hati, Alqamah gagal dan sukar melafazkan syahadah. Lantaran itu, Nabi mengarahkan para sahabat agar Alqamah dibakar. Namun, ibu mana yang sanggup melihat anaknya dibakar hidup-hidup? Detik itu akhirnya membuka hati ibunya untuk memaafkan Alqamah. Maka terangkatlah azab yang dideritai Alqamah dan berolehlah beliau akan kematian dalam husnul-khatimah (pengakhiran yang baik).

Kasih ibu membawa ke syurga … seorang ibu mampu menjaga ramai anak namun seorang anak belum pasti mampu menjaga seorang ibu. Sama-sama kita renungkan.

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